Hello, everyone! I hope you enjoyed your Christmas holiday! I enjoyed my time with my friends and family. I am so grateful to have people in my life that motivate, love, and care for me. WOW! This year has flown right passed me. I remember I was writing the last blog post about all my goals for 2019. I wonder how much has changed. I'm going to tell you now. Not much has changed but let's be honest I put so much effort into fulfilling these goals. So I am going to compare and give you guys an update on my 2019 goals. I will also post my new goals for 2020. I am going to keep the same categories as last year.

So my goal for 2019 was to find another job in a different career path. I have gotten calls for jobs but my heart has been telling me that they are not good for me I also had some let downs where I almost have gotten hired but they wouldn't follow threw with the hiring process. To this day I pray and fill out more applications for different jobs in a different career path. I am grateful that I already have a job. I may get discouraged sometimes But I will never give up. When you continue to find hope and always be thankful. So in my job search, I was asking what am I doing wrong and what can I improve on. So the first thing we thought of is to improve my resume. My boyfriend helped me improve my resume and through that, it has given me more hope and more confidence that I can get a new job for the new year!
 I also want to expand my slime shop! Having your own business is very challenging. Every day I put my heart into what im doing. Everything I do is made with love! New restock is coming soon!

 Last year I wanted to gain weight and keep myself healthy and exercise. I want to continue this goal this year. To continue my personal, I want to care for myself more. Like relaxing more, facial masks, soothing baths. getting my hair and nails done. Spreading love and care gets a little exhausting sometimes and sometimes I get a little worn down and stop caring for myself. An example I don't wash my hair or put on nice clothes or do my makeup. Have you heard the saying love and care for yourself before others? You have to do that so you can better care and love others. I have but I don't put that to practice sometimes and I often forget.  So I want to balance that this year. I want to exercise more . Since I moved to a different location there is not a good place to walk. I usually like to jog or take a stroll through a neighborhood and take in the scenery while listening to music. The place where I am at its a lot going on. Busy streets and cars whizzing by. It wouldn't be a nice soothing walk. but I can drive somewhere to talk a nice walk. In town, we have a relaxing place called Lake Ella. I love it when I and my boyfriend would take walks around the lake.
 Last year I wanted to spend more time with God and have a better relationship with him. I try and other way I always spend time with him by worship and praise. I sing gospel songs while in the car. It lifts my spirits and I'm also worshiping him at the same time. I find it relaxing. I understand its hard to take time in our daily lives. No one is perfect but I try to implant taking time out the best I can in my day. I still try to inspire others but I want to do better this year and have scriptures on my blog and put it where ever I go to inspire and lead people to Christ. Last year I had a lot of concerns and things I needed to go through and I left all my concerns behind and I thank him for everything I have. I have gotten better at being grateful for all the things he has done for me. The year I want to rely on him more for a new job. All in all, I am glad I made it to another year!

Update

I hope all is well. I'm Sorry or the long break but I am back! Let say I hit a wall called writer's block but I never came back. Life happens sometimes. My job kept me busy, I recently just moved locations so I had to get situated with all that and now I have more free time. I felt like my content was a little dry or is it my personality? I don't know but I want to change a few things. I want to be more honest and real or relatable. Yes, I'm going, to be honest, it's hard to keep up when I have a lot of things on my plate. I not here to complain. I really do enjoy blogging and it takes a lot of time, effort and creativity.  I do want to have an impact on this world and actually provide information. I want my Blog to depict my personality and take on certain topics and events.

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I hope everyone had a great holiday season! I want to start the New Year off on the right foot. I know I haven't been posting anything on my blog. I posted an update earlier last year about my break. A small break turned in to a year-long abandonment. If you still wanted to keep up with me you can follow me on social media. I post more on Instagram and Facebook. Things are going to change this year. Every Year I have set goals for different areas in my life. The areas I'm talking about is personal, vocational, spiritual, and physical to name a few. Every year I type and print out my short-term, mid-term and long-term goals. If you want to have the same print-out I use you can download the link below.**   It's good to plan and make goals for your life. It helps you to succeed and organized. Some of the things I want to do is to add or stick to some of the hobbies I have. Gain more knowledge and also gain more skills along the way. I need new changes in my life.


The job I have now teaches me a lot of things, especially about patience.  I learned a lot about how to treat myself and others through kindness. I thank God every day for blessing me with a job working with children. You get to develop personal relationships with children and see how they treat others. Another goal I have for this year is the find another job where I can expand my knowledge and gain more skills to further my career.   Eventually, in the future, I would want to open up my own boutique. Before I want to have my own physical store, I would want to have a boutique online.  Right now this year I want to start planning to make things happen.


My personal goal is that I want to care for others more and spread more love and kindness. I want to become more focus and more driven on completing tasks and goals for the future. I have trouble finishing tasks sometimes.  Another I want to continue my hobbies or start a new one. I love to try and experience new things this year. Some f the hobbies I have s sewing, jewelry making, and diy'ing. I'm very creative and I love to hands-on with different projects. Education is important also. I want to take a course on business, fashion design and I also want to take cooking classes. For a while now I wanted to be a better cook, during my free time I will sign up for cooking.

I hope everyone has a properous and Joyful start to the  New Year! I hope your life is full of wonderful memories and blessings! 

While I am listening and feeling revived I brush my teeth, wash my face and do my hair. The picture below is the products I use. Hair is the hardest task to do in the morning. I have such thick curly hair that it is a hassle to put in a ponytail or bun. I go through so many scunii's it's unreal!

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On a good day, I wear a little bit of makeup on my face. After all, I'm in a rush so it's not much. I use  The Bh eyeshadow and contour palette. I plenty of elf lipsticks that come in a variety of colors. I also use the Nyx Super Skinny Marker. These are my go to everyday makeup I use on a daily basis.

Night-Time Routine 

Hey guys! Guess What?! It's Friday!!!!!!!! For some of you it's payday. Sometimes I like to spend some of my money on clothes and makeup. I try to budget my spending . Majority of my money go towards food and junk. I got the new Intuit Mint app! Install App! You get to adjust your budget, see what you are spending and helps you save money in the long run. It's just a smarter way of budgeting. It also reminds you when you are over your budget in each category.

Hey Guys! T.G.I.F! I have some good news for you ! I will not be keep changing my blog. I think this is the one. It represents me and plus it's my favorite color. Lilac! YAY! I wish I can come up with some new topics I can write about.I'm blank as of right now. I have some new pages as you can see. The blogger freebies has some good stuff up already. The other I still have to work on. Don't forget about the giveaway. There is a baby giveaway and the surprise giveaway. I can tell you what is in the surprise giveaway because it's a surprise! Hint: makeup. You can look on the bottom of the page and see the application. It's simple look on my blog called "Giveaway" Click the link to go to the blog. OH! I also will be designing buttons and sidebar titles. I made the click here button withe link. Don't for get to donate!  I will have it under the blogger freebies. Starting next week It will have it's own page and I will start to charge.

Hey Guys! It Thursday and it throwback Thursday! As you all know that there as been some changes and a lack of blogging. Sorry. Just has been in this this mood of not wanting to blog. It was also because I was very busy. I have gotten another job. So now I have two obs and about to tackle another obstacle. SCHOOL! I have one more class. I will be done in the spring and go to Flagler in the Fall. So now I have a day off, I decided to blog as much as I can. I don't like how some bloggers just stop blogging for a while and you can notice. I at least give you new music daily. and some of my old videos. I am also changing my blog. I don't like those customized blogs where you download online. They are cute but the bad thing is that I don't get to customize it myself. So now I am redoing my blog by scratch, I rather do I the hard way. So I changed it to simple template and changed my header, background and social sidebar. I want to to change the title sidebar. I don't know how to do it. I need a little help. If you can help me, feel free to comment down below. It would really help me a lot.

I can always say to live life to the fullest but life's motto is to throw curve balls. My Life has plenty of them. I have one purpose in life is to serve God, have goals and achieve them. My first goal is to stay healthy. The first curve ball was my tumor. After the tumor I wanted to stay healthy. Eat the right things and exercise regularly. Well that didn't happen. Well, I do have a healthy eating habit. I snack on chips every now and then. I can't run because I have weak ankles. Whenever I start to run my ankles fail and I trip or fall. So I try different methods of exercising. I always wanted to normal. What normal girls went through. All in all, What I am trying to say is to stay positive and be headstrong. It's really hard to say something and do it. It has to hit your soul and live with you for the rest of your life. You and I can get through anything.

Hey friends! How as your day been? It's been raining on and off all day. I don't know if it is cancel your Uber ride while the Uber driver is on the way day!!!!!!!!!!!! It was really frustrating. I just got home. My feet, back and ankle hurt. Well the next day I woke up and I went to church. After church i stayed home for a little while. I was determined to save up for my camera. I was on the road. I was half way there. Something told me to go online. I went online. Nothing. It stated that I wasn't activated. I know Uber is a very bad place to work. I really needed a job so I didn't care. I didn't listen. I was very upset. At first I thought it was a glitch. They are known for the unfair rating system.

Hey friends!  The week is almost over. Well not really. I am ready for this weekend. I just get to ready to go on vacation. This rain has been annoying. It's been raining and flooding everyday. It rains so hard that I have to put on my emergency lights to prevent someone from crashing. After all that the sun comes out like it never rained in the first place. I had to take someone to the airport today and they delay the flight. I finally got home around 3:30 pm. I love the rain but if I have regular clothes on, I would hate to get wet. I know weird.
 Today was overall weird/funny at the same time. I was working and one of my clients pointed out that someone had a license plate saying " DeezNuts" We laughed so hard.

Hey friends! How was your weekend. It was very hot this weekend. I had to go swimming to cool my self down. Other ways I cool myself down is to eat sorbet. Usually make sorbet but in this case I went ahead and bought some at the local grocery store. I know my  blogging habits are lacking. I have been working, going to class and doing errands. I just started with Uber last week. Uber is a ride sharing transportation company.  If you need a quick, cheap and friendly ride; get the application on your phone. Fill out your information and you will be ready to ride all over town. I will have the link below. I only work from 12 to 7 pm. If I'm going to class I would work after. The pay sucks if you are in a small town. I live in Tallahassee. It's at a moderate pace. It usually get calls every 15-20 minutes. It's not a good way to make a lot of money. It's a good way to supplement income. Typically each ride is about 5 to 10 dollars if you go in the downtown area. Its nice. I'm working my way to my camera. Next week is going to be the best and worst week.  my brother and my friend has the same birthday, so we are going to celebrate them both. I have to go shopping for the both of them.

Hey guys! It's finally Friday. It is very hot. It's around 100 degrees out today. I started to sweat a lot. I usually don't sweat at all when it's hot. I'm usually flip flop about being cold or hot. I wasn't really worried about that today because I was on my focus medicine. It's called Dexmethylphenidate. Why am I on it? In 2006 I had a tumor in my brain. In the middle of my forehead. I was around 14 or 15 when all this happened. After I had the surgery, I stayed in the hospital for two weeks. Years later I traveled back and forth from Tallahassee to Gainesville for doctors appointments. They told me that I have to have special help to have children and I have to take birth control to get a period. There was another stuff  but I don't want to get too much into details. The last one was that i wasn't able to concentrate. I thought I was smart enough that I didn't need it. I was a straight "A" Student before the tumor. Except the dreaded FCAT testing.

It's Hump Day! I love making my days of the week fun! I'm sorry If I haven't been blogging everyday like I should. It's really hard to do this and school.I'm feeling so tired  and weak. (mentally) Iv'e gotten sick yesterday. The supplements called Equitance. I got the sample two weeks ago. I finally decided to take it as a morning regimen.  The instruction says to take 6 tablets daily. I had a bad feeling that it was too much. i went ahead and took the prescribed amount.I took it two days ago, the day I took it I was fine. I did notice that my urine was a very bright neon yellow color. I know TMI!The next morning i got a headache above the eye. Having a headache and trying to sleep is a bad combination. I woke up around 5 am. I usually get up for school around 8 am. I could not go back to sleep. My stomach was feeling a bit odd. It felt like I was about to throw up. I took some Advil. My gag reflex kicked in. Somehow it went in. Second one went in. After about 10 minutes. I threw up.